How was your old you?

 Was meant to be writing and getting work done but instead, I was virtual stalking someone because they intrigued me.... I went through their ( the victim of my stalking? ) blog and saw how they changed over the years and thought, " how was I 2 years ago?"

Was I more naive, happy, tolerating, you know an unrefined version of my present self... and from what I read it seems like the me from 2 years ago was more strict and angry.

 I'm not as angry as I was in 2018 because honestly, I no get energy for too much stress. I love the fact that 2018 me isn't such a stark contrast from my present self that I'll be wondering " wtf did I ever think that way " In fact, I still carry most of her opinions and I hope I haven't become worse or anything like that. Lemme just start using age abeg. 

16 year old me was sensible enough for 18 years old me to understand. I know I'll make more mistakes and experience a lot more so I can't wait to see what I'll leave behind for the person I'm becoming. 



I know I could just look at my old tweets but stresssssssss. I hope I post here regularly, at least regularly enough that I can give future me some laughs because I am funny like deh


Hopefully, my life is better then because I'm in a much better place than I was 2 years ago! How about you? Where were you 2 years ago? Are you proud of the you of 2 years ago? Was he/she/they/fae/moo/froggie a better person? You can answer in the comment sekstun

Till next time, piss out. 

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