my ranting space

 If i had written this post 2 weeks ago, I'd have probably had only good things to say but Satan ( maybe God too ) said " not yettt!!! " Like bruh can I fucking catch a break? Why do I always have to say or complain about things that should be common sense? Why could humans be so insensitive? Wtf. I've complained about this issue before and now I'll have to complain about it again? Me and my roommate probably have the best relationship ever but this her friend, MY GOD THIS HER FRIEND How will you be coming to somebody's room to read for exams? Aspa? The roommate no get exams too? How will i complain about this and she'll still be coming to read again? Well this is the part where I'm a pussy or a goat comes in. It's something I really should complain about but * inserts happy mumu song * Before I snap and randomly scream one night I'll be hopefully communicating this to my roommate. Because can I take this anymore? Not at all. My GPA is on life ...

 Up and down by doja cat literally describes this sad earth and life. Some days you’ll be feeling like you can conquer the world and then some you’ll be praying for a trailer to hit you😭. Some days I’m like ah see fine babe. Literally want to kpansh myself 7 ways to sunday, yes.😼 And the next day, my phone camera shows me that shreks ass would be a blessing compared to my face and it’s just😭. Can’t sleep, listening to music and life is seeming pretty good rn ( probably going to change soon ) so just felt like writing here. A lecturer decided it would be a good idea to give a test a week after the class and now I actually have to finish work earlier than usual lol .  Now I’m listening to what to do by Travis Scott and don toliver and I feel everyone should listen to it too because we’re all fucked up🤗. I’ll try and be posting weekly- famous last words😂.  Lucky Daye is my artist of the week🥺 karma is just beautiful. Current read is Here lies a corpse by C.L. Matthews ...

 Am i the only one who;s bored out of my mind right now?? Like, there are games to play, videos to watch and things to occupy yourself with but still, something is missing? Sexual deviants would think I'm talking about something else Read a couple of novels now and almost wish one tall, dark handsome stranger would kidnap me?? But I know it would end in tears because if I get kidnapped I'm either ending up in the bush or 6 feet under. If I end up in the bush I'd probably be praying for death. maybe this is just pre-exam jitters getting to me along with laziness to read.  Novels really have a way of getting under your skin sha. Even the ones about pointless sex and cliche males. God safe me. I'm bored, not so broke and did I say bored again? Maybe I'll pick up a hobby next week or do something exciting? Hope whoever is reading this has an exciting life filled with adventure and spontaneity. Have fun for me too!

 Was meant to be writing and getting work done but instead, I was virtual stalking someone because they intrigued me.... I went through their ( the victim of my stalking? ) blog and saw how they changed over the years and thought, " how was I 2 years ago?" Was I more naive, happy, tolerating, you know an unrefined version of my present self... and from what I read it seems like the me from 2 years ago was more strict and angry.  I'm not as angry as I was in 2018 because honestly, I no get energy for too much stress. I love the fact that 2018 me isn't such a stark contrast from my present self that I'll be wondering " wtf did I ever think that way " In fact, I still carry most of her opinions and I hope I haven't become worse or anything like that. Lemme just start using age abeg.  16 year old me was sensible enough for 18 years old me to understand. I know I'll make more mistakes and experience a lot more so I can't wait to see what I'll ...

 someone commented on my last blog post to ask " how far? " or smth like that on the potbelly chronicles menene. Well, obviously, it was an epic fail Behhtttttt i've made some lifestyle changes that will hopefully produce results soon. I don't eat late, I upped my water intake and adopted intermittent fasting to make up for my half-ass exercise regime.  I created special time today to write this( aka i'm postponing my mid day nap to be productive). Till i decide to write here again, pizz awt

So I want to try and lose some weight before we resume cause I might as well do something worthwhile.... I have zero motivation of course; just joblessness and the little cracks my heart gets when I want to wear a jean and it encounters roadblock... If I start to talk on all the jeans I've missed out on because of this stupid stomok my tears go full bucket ama kip kip thooooo. Idk if I can last more than 3 days with this exercise ish sha. I last consistency, my sleeping, and eating suck. So maybe writing will ginger me to exercise more idk. My only motivation rn is jeans... Wish me luck guys.  I'd update after doing the exercise i got from Pinterest today after i officially sleep, I'm currently running on zobo Here is the exercise incase anyone wants to join me, your pudge doesn't have to be as big as that ( mine is even barely noticeable but I'm tyadddd) I just looked at this and I'm already having chest pain wtf? God no go shame us sha, I'l...

This is my first post on this blog ( damn I want to post an emoji after this ) cause this is the first time I've gotten enough inspiration to write on it tbh. My first post will be about a book I finished this night ( if you see this tomorrow it was last night but then the time stamp would show you that...) The name of the book is hopeful by Louise bay from the book cover it looks steamy and yes it absolutely is and that's one of the reasons why it was amazingggggg butttttttt I'm not going to be talking about the coital scenes lmao. I want to talk about how the girl almost lucked out of a good guy because of dumb friends, lack of self-confidence etc. soo our prince charming in this book seems to be an all-round amazing guy, handsome, funny, thoughtful, etc and because of all these qualities the girl thought he was out of her league and was very insecure about their relationship Now we're all prizes ( not if you're a shitty person tho if you're shitty y...