my ranting space

 Was meant to be writing and getting work done but instead, I was virtual stalking someone because they intrigued me.... I went through their ( the victim of my stalking? ) blog and saw how they changed over the years and thought, " how was I 2 years ago?" Was I more naive, happy, tolerating, you know an unrefined version of my present self... and from what I read it seems like the me from 2 years ago was more strict and angry.  I'm not as angry as I was in 2018 because honestly, I no get energy for too much stress. I love the fact that 2018 me isn't such a stark contrast from my present self that I'll be wondering " wtf did I ever think that way " In fact, I still carry most of her opinions and I hope I haven't become worse or anything like that. Lemme just start using age abeg.  16 year old me was sensible enough for 18 years old me to understand. I know I'll make more mistakes and experience a lot more so I can't wait to see what I'll ...

 someone commented on my last blog post to ask " how far? " or smth like that on the potbelly chronicles menene. Well, obviously, it was an epic fail Behhtttttt i've made some lifestyle changes that will hopefully produce results soon. I don't eat late, I upped my water intake and adopted intermittent fasting to make up for my half-ass exercise regime.  I created special time today to write this( aka i'm postponing my mid day nap to be productive). Till i decide to write here again, pizz awt

So I want to try and lose some weight before we resume cause I might as well do something worthwhile.... I have zero motivation of course; just joblessness and the little cracks my heart gets when I want to wear a jean and it encounters roadblock... If I start to talk on all the jeans I've missed out on because of this stupid stomok my tears go full bucket ama kip kip thooooo. Idk if I can last more than 3 days with this exercise ish sha. I last consistency, my sleeping, and eating suck. So maybe writing will ginger me to exercise more idk. My only motivation rn is jeans... Wish me luck guys.  I'd update after doing the exercise i got from Pinterest today after i officially sleep, I'm currently running on zobo Here is the exercise incase anyone wants to join me, your pudge doesn't have to be as big as that ( mine is even barely noticeable but I'm tyadddd) I just looked at this and I'm already having chest pain wtf? God no go shame us sha, I'l...

This is my first post on this blog ( damn I want to post an emoji after this ) cause this is the first time I've gotten enough inspiration to write on it tbh. My first post will be about a book I finished this night ( if you see this tomorrow it was last night but then the time stamp would show you that...) The name of the book is hopeful by Louise bay from the book cover it looks steamy and yes it absolutely is and that's one of the reasons why it was amazingggggg butttttttt I'm not going to be talking about the coital scenes lmao. I want to talk about how the girl almost lucked out of a good guy because of dumb friends, lack of self-confidence etc. soo our prince charming in this book seems to be an all-round amazing guy, handsome, funny, thoughtful, etc and because of all these qualities the girl thought he was out of her league and was very insecure about their relationship Now we're all prizes ( not if you're a shitty person tho if you're shitty y...